Sunday, June 26, 2011

Mary and Martha

At the Home of Martha and Mary (In Luke)
 38 As Jesus and his disciples were on their way, he came to a village where a woman named Martha opened her home to him. 39 She had a sister called Mary, who sat at the Lord’s feet listening to what he said. 40 But Martha was distracted by all the preparations that had to be made. She came to him and asked, “Lord, don’t you care that my sister has left me to do the work by myself? Tell her to help me!”
   41 “Martha, Martha,” the Lord answered, “you are worried and upset about many things, 42 but few things are needed—or indeed only one.[f] Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her.”

This passage came up a lot for me during training. I felt God really telling me that I was like Martha, I did too much and worried too much and this could sometimes lead me to overlook Him. I needed to be more like Mary and sit and listen. Like I said, this verse came up all the time for me during training, but I hadn't even thought about the verse while here, to be honest, until someone mentioned it the other day. Then I was reminded and I felt God telling me I needed to revisit it. I had kind of been feeling off and like I recently wasn't giving God the time He deserved, and re-reading this verse just really convicted me. I can get busy and focused on worldy things and not spend the time with God that He deserves. Reading this verse this time it really struck me that Mary didn't just sit at Jesus' feet and listen when she had nothing else to do, she sat and listened in the midst of craziness when she could have been doing so many other things, but she chose, what Jesus calls, the better thing, the only thing that is needed. It was a very good reminder of where my priorities should be.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Da me lo que necesito, para ser como tu....

Dame tus Ojos: Marcela Gandara
dame tus ojos quiero ver
dame tus palabras quiero hablar
dame tu parecer...
dame tus pies yo quiero ir
dame tus deceos para sentir
dame tu parecer...

dame lo que necesito
para ser como tu

coro
dame tu voz dame tu aliento
toma mi tiempo es para ti
dame el camino que debo seguir
dame tus sueƱos tus anhelos
tus pensamientos
tu sentir
dame tu vida para vivir.

dejame ver lo que tu vez
dame de tu gracia, tu poder
dame tu corazon...

dejame ver en tu interior
para ser cambiado
por tu amor
dame tu corazon

dame lo que necesito
para ser como tu...
I'll try to put that in English for you:
Give me your eyes, I want to see
Give me your words, I want to speak
Give me your mind
Give me your feet, I want to go
Give me your desires to feel (that's the direct translation, but it doesn't sound 100% correct, but maybe that phrase just doesn't translate well)
Give me your mind...
Give me what I need to be like you
chorus:
Give me your voice, give me your breathe
Take my time, it's for you
Give me the way I should go
Give me your dreams, your desires
your thoughts
your feelings
Give me your life to live

let me see what you see
Give me your thanks, your power
Give me your heart...

Let me see your interior
to be changed
for your love
Give me your heart

Give me what I need to be like you...

I have fallen in love with this song. I heard some of the teachers listening to it at school and came home and looked it up. I have listened to it atleast once daily since. I wanted to learn it and I love the words and the theme. Just seeking God's everything so that everything you have isn't yours but His. The line toma mi tiempo es para ti (take my time, it's for you) has really stuck out to me as well, I want to work on having that attitude more, seeking how God wants me to spend my time, because it's His, not mine. Also, dame lo que necesito para ser como tu (give me what I need to be like you), and just seeking to be as much like God as I can. If you want to hear the song, here you go: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLku3J7O33g 

Friday, June 3, 2011

Birthday Blessings!

I was definitely blessed on my birthday. My roommates decorated my door, covered the stairs with toilet paper I had to break through, and made me strawberry shortcake for breakfast. And Esther made me applesauce so I can make an applesauce cake with cream cheese icing (my favorite that my mom usually makes me for my birthday but I didn't think I'd be able to make because there's no applesauce here)! At school lots of my kiddos wished me happy birthday and gave me hugs:) Some even game me presents; I got flowers, a keychain, silly band, and bread. They are so sweet. My sixth graders and their homeroom teacher threw me a surprise party! They all brought in snacks and cakes. My favorite part was when they each went around and said something to me. Many thanked me for coming so far to be with them. One said I was the best teacher she ever had. My one boy that's new and in the begining wasn't trying at all, but now is trying and really getting it, said you were able to get English into my head, which made me smile and feel good, because I feel like he now believes he can learn English. Another boy said I was very special to him and that he knows I am far from my family, but that they are my kids and he hopes I can confide in them. Another girl said, I know we misbehave sometimes, but thank you for being so patient with us. It all ment a lot to me, especially since they can be a somewhat difficult class, it was good to see how they do care for me. I had to tell myself, don't cry, don't cry...haha! And tomorrow the teachers are coming over for a birthday party (for both Megan and I because our birthdays were one day apart), so I am excited about that.

In other news, I had my first parent teacher conferences today, and they were in Spanish :O...haha It seemed really scary, but it really wasn't. The classroom teacher talked more than I did. I made some speaking errors because I was nervous, but I feel like I understood really well, which is exciting. And when we would have a little time between parents I was able to chat with Rosio and Pamela, which was nice, becasue I felt like I got to know them better.